IWBD

Cut to the chase - I want dick. I wanna suck dick, I wanna swallow cum, and I wanna get fucked and creamed in my tight sissypussy cumhole while I'm crossdressing. Problem is I'm closeted and scared of going out (being outed) so my ass is still almost virginal. By almost virginal I mean I only been fucked a few times. But YES daddy, that's enough to know I luved it and I wanna get fucked again. And again and again!

The Boring Details -
I'm a closeted Part Time CD, meaning, Ima straight man out in the world but when I come home I enjoy dressing up like a hot slut for fantasy play and autoerotic pleasure. And more precisely a transvestic fetishist CD meaning I dress purely for sexual titillation. I do love women and I envy their sex appeal beyond explanation. I have had many girlfriends during my life but never a boyfriend (sexually speaking) just male friends. However ... I wanted to suck their dicks and I fantasized about them since the very first time I saw my friends get a boner while we compared dicks in the bushes as pubescent little fellas.

Because I was and remain closeted I didn't suck my first dick until I was 29 and still barely feed my fetish going to the gloryhole every few years in between gf.

Of all the women I have dated, only a few know a small part of my secret and only two have ever entered my closet to gaze upon my collection of sensual feminine apparel and only gave a partial admission to my last gf of having sex with a man saying I did to fulfill my fantasy.

She nor anyone has any idea how many hot nutcream smoothies I’ve really enjoyed nor does anyone know the scope and breadth of the lascivious fantasies and desires of my alter ego, "Juicy Lucy" which range from being a seductive sexual goddess Aphrodite, to an innocent virgin, to the depths of depravity of wantonly being used by men like a whore, and a nympho cumslut to gb and drain their cocks.

I just need to break my chains

PS Since leaving my last gf I have gone on a sissy spending spree for women's apparel, breast plates, etc and I seem to becoming more infatuated with with crossdressing and dick, and less with women. Cuz my 2¢, except for one night stands or FWB, my relationships with straight women so far have been way too much drama for too little honey. So no romantic relationships unless you're basically a nympho, or a kinky freak that fully accepts I'm a bi CD.

Or maybe… my real solution is a hot passable Tranny with a big dick?!? Sexy trans women do turn me on. A lot!

XHamster took down my pics & vids cuz I'm not verified.
But I have some online on other sites
Can't post links, but here are some search phrases to find them.
Juicy Lucy Minx Quora

>>> Willard / Eporn er
or try
>>> Willard / Eporn er / profile / uploaded-videos/

>>> eporner com/video-PKT1tGsE1Z2/fuck-me-daddy/

p.s. I used to have pics and vids up on xhamster but now they require me to be a verified user which also requires my personal identity. Sorry but I'm not comfortable with that.